I'm strong.. (or at least im trying to be..)

Everytym u walked by us;
my girls were like 'ouh, look at hym!'..
im trying nt to look;
bt da more i tried da harder it seems..

n wen i look at u n our eyes met;
u smiled n i wish u nvr did..
i gave u a stern face;
n i tried to nt let my heart beat..
cos if it were to beat at dat moment;
i would hav fall fer u again n it'll bleed..

this has been goin on fer quite sumtym;
n i wish u noe wad im trying to do..
even if i used to wish u were mine;
im bein strong n i really wanna get over u..