Why'd you hurt me?

Your words cut through me, like a sharpened knife,
everything youve done, has changed my way of life.
I cant trust anyone, sleep or even smile,
and to get help will need trust, so it wil take quite a while.

I just dont get, why you wanted to hurt me this bad
why must you insist on always making me so sad?
youve ripped my heart away, one thread at a time
what youve done, is such a painful crime

I wish you would stop, i wish we could make peace,
and then maybe my heart, would feel a bit of ease.
'cause this burden i carry, it hurts me alot,
its oh so much worse, then a bl**dy tetnus shot!!

i guess what you said, hurts more then what you did,
but you stole something from me, when i was just a little kid.
all you are to me now, is a sick guy who needs a bullet to the head,
this may sound harsh, but oh how i wish you were dead.

Theres a quality i have, which i sometimes wish i didnt hold,
and i think if youd apologize,, then my forgiveness may unfold.
But at the moment, i still feel torn apart
and sometimes i wish, someone would stab you in the heart

Whyd you hurt me?? <//3