I'm just sitting here thinking,
and in my head sounds your name.
I'd hoped that these feelings would diminish,
but alas they still remain the same.
Life is different now without you, yet not so different I suppose.
I wish I could have forseen this,
but the future one never knows.
I've been fearing loosing a friendship.
It made distancing myself from you something hard to bare.
I spent my days crying over a friendship, that was never really there.
