I sit all alone,
Thinking about the times we shared.
And then I break down and cry,
Knowing that you never cared.
It was just one big lie.
One big lie to try and get me to do things
Things I told you in the very beginning I didn't want to do.
I thought you had respected that.
But no, it was another lie too.
I hate myself for almost going as far as we planned,
I feel stupid, for believing you all along,
And obeying your every command.
When you would call me hot or sexy
It makes me wonder,
Was that a lie too?
Thinking about that makes me feel ugly and worthless
How could you?
I lovingly gave you my heart.
But you slowly and painfully tore it apart.
I hope that one day,
You will feel how I felt.
When you find that one special girl,
Who makes your heart melt.
You'll think everything is perfect,
Like you're on cloud nine.
But then all of a sudden,
She wont give you the day or time.
I know I cant change the past.
Nor, should I regret anything.
Because I believe things happen for a reason,
And whatever reason that may be.
I will learn from it.
You will see,
That I don't need you in my life anymore.
I can find a better guy.
A guy who will love me,
For me.
So, basically what I am trying to say is,
I guess this is
