I wish he wouldn't talk to me
Except I wish he would.
When he does it makes me feel
Bad as well as good.
I get a sick feeling in my stomach
But cannot bear to see
The inevitable 'offline' symbol
Suddenly glare back at me.
I keep clicking back to see
If he's back online.
I tell myself I can be calm.
I tell myself I'm fine.
He asked me almost straight away
If I'm seeing someone new.
I told him no and he disappeared.
Now I don't know what to do.
I miss him so, I want to know
If I could ever have him back.
I need to know if he thinks of me
Because I never stop thinking of Jack.
