The dreams so vivid
so terrifying
scared to go to sleep
scared to see the images
blood, chase, knives
hate, war, despair
seeing friends die
trying to save them
realizing i failed
i was too late
the guilt is on me
can't do anything
the monsters, the horror
i toss and turn
can't get comfortable
shivers up my spine
just thinking about it
goosebumps on my arm
images flash through my mind
terrible dream
losing everything i have
losing everything i want
losing everything i need
bloodshed and tears
wake up shaking
knives, guns, war
unsafe to fall asleep
scared of what the night
will bring for me to see
too much on my mind
influence my dream
losing everything i love
is what i worry most about.
too vivid; too terrible.
