If only he knew,
but it's too late.. and too soon.
I could never say how I feel
and he could never know.
Doesn't he ever wonder
what would have happened if we stayed together?
All the things we could have done?
How close we could have gotten?...
It KILLS me... but now he's moved on.
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!
To know I once had him,
and I carelessly threw him away
just because my assumptions
thought it wouldn't be ok.
All I want is him
If I could have him back
It would leave all the pain behind
and we could start on a new page
and forget the hard times.
I was wrong, completely wrong
for letting him go
it's the biggest mistake
that I ever made
I wish I could take it back
but even he said:
"Everything happens for a reason."
so what is left to say?
I'm so sorry for all of this
but now I have to sit back and watch
as he moves on
and lives his life
while I sit in the shadow
and sulk in my sorrow
because without him,
life seems meaningless.
I just want him back,
even if it's only for a little while.
Even if it kills me,
I just want to be with him. :(
