Regret

I learned regret when i was young
always had it at the tip of my toungue

and now i use it more then ever
Of problems that go on forever

Of pain that it has brought me to
my sky is gray , my days are blue

i try to recover from tears and pain
time gone by , but its the same

my feelings hurt and the truth unspoken
it doesn't matter when my hearts broken

I feel the pain of being used
and try hard not to be confused

but everything spins in my mind
and the outcome of sadness is what i find

Lies told worse are endless fights
endless tears and sleepless nights

Untrustworthy family and lying friend's
come to a closure in the end

stupid explinations and dramatic terms
but its what they seem confirm

"im sorry's" the last thing i would say
when not even their love can they display

my chance for happiness has left my side
can't have it back,i know beacause i've tried

i came to my senses and realized today
that Forever will i be this way

All torn apart with no one left
Except myself and the word regret

- Ana Contreras