You had me from hello, and I never wanted to say goodbye.
Looking back on it now I ask myself why?
Why did I let you become such a major part of me?
Why did I let my world revolve around you?
I called it love, I call it love.
It was something I had no control over, it controlled me.
It made my heart skip a beat at the mention of your name, it made my mind wonder off into thoughts of you.
I called it love, I call it love.
It woke me up in the middle of the night with my thoughts running wild .
It left me craving, wanting, needing...more.
More of what?
More of that certain something that kept me believing that one day you and I would be.
That one day I would be the center of your world as you were mine.
That Id be that every thought, want, and every need.
Possessed, was my mind,in a trance, a daze.
Unable to procces anything that wasnt you.
I called it love, I call it love.
The heartache, the pain, the rejection, and agony.
She not being me and me not being her.
You looking into eyes that werent mine.
Feeling, but not for me.
Still, I called it love, and still I call it love.
Thinking that only I could love you the way you needed to be loved.
Feeling as if I was nothing less than perfect for you .
Living in a shadow, yet not an ounce of doubt
Reality being the one thing I always seemed to be able to close the door on.
Thinking that if I let it in Id lose me.
Id lose me because I didnt have you .
I called it love, I call it love.
