Out with the old. In with the new!

Tired of the old. I want something new!
But when I get the chance, I push away.
And then I'm back to the same old thing.
I just want to let go!

Tired of the late night.
I want an all day date!

No matter how hard I try he's always in the back of my mind!
I just want to put it all behind!

I'm tired of the comfortable.
I want the nervous, you make me smile, someone amazing, different, and new kinda butterflies!

I want him to be mine, but I'm never given the time!

Why do we always go back to the old comfortable things, when all we want is something completely new?!?