I never knew what would come of the day I walked into that classroom.
I never knew God would give me an angel.
I almost dropped all my books when I saw you.
I almost instantly fell in love with you too.
I would get so nervous around you,
My hands would go cold,
If only what you're doing to me, I could sue.
But that's not what I want, because it's just you I want to hold.
You were so smart,
So funny,
So cute,
So sweet,
It made me cry each time I thought about how I can't completely be with you.
When I needed help from someone,
You would always come over to me and help me understand.
Your hands were always so soft and mine were always hard.
Once you asked me why they were that way, I just smiled and said what I could say :
"The AC is kinda cold"
So many obstacles,
So many rules,
I can't take it.
I HAVE to be with you.
It's a battle.
It's a war.
And our hearts are the battlegrounds.
Let's just hope we win.
When I see you for the first time in 2 months,
My heart starts beating faster and faster.
You see me and smile.
Your words were so clear : "I'm in love with you"
I mouth the words "I love you"
And your smile is so sad yet loving,
I can't help but feel like crying.
Even when we're together, you still have feelings for someone else.
I couldn't believe my luck.
Even though I was your number 1 girl,
I still felt like you loved her more than me.
You just made me feel like I want to hurl.
But no matter how much sadness fills my heart,
I still end up loving you all over again.
It's like a curse; I can't get rid of these feelings.
You've made me love you so much it hurts.
