Secret crush

I want you to notice me,
But i know you don't catch my eye.
To everyone else you are annoying,
But I see something more.

When you're not being stupid,
You can be amazing.
But you don't seem to realize it,
You hide behind your humor.

It's like your stupid and annoying,
Because you've never learned to be any other way.
Yeah, Sometimes I get angry at you,
But for reasons you'll never understand.

I don't want to like you,
But it sort of wasn't my choice.
But when you're not around...
I realize how much i need you.