Let the losers win

So you dropped me,
Held me by my feet and let me go,
I fell between the sheets
But still nothing broke.

I can no longer feel,
The brilliant after glow,
The one my yet to be tainted self had,
All those years ago.

So I guess now I'm twisted,
A missing person who doesn't want to be found,
You promised me only sky,
But all I was given was ground.

No more tears over you,
Now my mind is set,
Recognise the monster you created?
How easily you forget.

I only wanted to be somebody,
So damn bad and now I'm unglued,
So after being fcked over, here we are,
And now I'm fcking you.

So you caught me!
Not so perfect anymore am I?
You looked so shocked,
Would it make you safer if I cried?

So you caught me!
Wishing I were better than the rest,
As soon as I rise, its your turn to fall,
No more bruises from you on my chest.

So Ill just stand over you waiting,
Ill give you a smart arse grin,
Why you ponder how its possible,
How you let the loser win.

I only wanted to be somebody,
So damn bad and now Im unglued,
So after being fcked over, here we are,
And now Im fcking you.