Bye bye x

Nobody knew..
Nobody saw..
The pain in her eyes.
As he walked out that door.

She shivered inside.
At the thought of him gone.
Thinking to her self.
How will i go on?

Alone in the house
with the smell of his Colon.
Sitting at the table.
Eating meals on her own.

Seeing distant memories.
Soon she will crack.
Falling harder every day.
Cause she really wants him back!

Wondering why he left.
Didn't say goodbye.
She wishes she could call him.
But he left his phone on the side.

She picks it up
1 message received.
She swallowed heavy..
As she began to read.

Baby, I'm gone.
I'm not coming back.
I saw all this coming.
Please dint be sad.

I haven't left you
I'm still in your heart.
Its not all my fault.
That we got pulled apart.

The doctors had told me.
A few days ago.
Fatal Lung cancer.
What a way to go.

They booked me in.
And off i went.
I wrote you this.
In case i never saw you again.

I walked out the door.
Without a goodbye.
Without A kiss.
Without saying why.

Because i was to much of a coward.
To admit something was wrong.

But its better this way..
Ill see you some day..

When the air is sweet.
And we suffer no pain.

Until then.
Think of 20 minutes ago.
Ill be back later.
I'm going to miss you ya no.