I still remember the day
when I saw you playing in front of my house...
I asked you "Can I play?"
You said "Sure,I'll be cat,and You'll be mouse"
I don't know actually what was that game..
But I know that I was so happy playing it with you..
You seemed so cool to me..
And I knew that you thought that about me too...
I still remember those days..in 6th grade..
Our first loves and smiles on our face..
And our first tears 'cause of "them"
I always been there when you needed embrace..
And today..I got the message..
"He said that I'm prettier than you"
Oh,Really? You think I didn't knew that?
Yeah,you seem so perfect..but no..I think you're mean too..
I promised myself that I won't cry..
But that was when you were still by my side..
First him..still my angel..Now YOU?
MY BEST FRIEND? That can't be true...
Disgruntled..
Broken..
Depressive..
Angry..
Hopeless..
Weak..
Of lies I'm sick!!
Oh God,just give me someone who will understand me..
I don't ask for too much..Just someone who can see real me..
Without any word or tear that I have to cry..
'cause they can see that I'll soon die..