Is this really goodbye?

Is this really goodbye?
i thought it would be true.
so i don't know what to do.

i don't want to say goodbye,
but i have no clue.
do you want me to always stay with you.

we've gone through
more than anyone knows.
the day you said you didn't want to talk to me,
and then turned that around.

you sat right down,
and talked to me,
like nothing was wrong at all.

but now,
yes but now,
all that has changed.

you said you were sorry,
for being such a jerk,
and that you didn't mean to hurt me.

but now i think you've forgot,
but i have tried again and again,
to remind you,
but its not working.

i don't know what i did to you,
so I'm here to say I'm sorry,
i really want to be your friend.