An introduction to my world

My world is crashing down around me
tomorrow brings my worst day
changed my life i lost everything
death to the orb of life that i believed
that thing we call a god has hurt me
and those who i ensure their safety
i have lost the light , joined the abyss
where to go from here for i have nothing
to believe in for my soul wanders forever
this lonely road to no where but death
why do i fight the dragon of darkness
in this proclamation the meaning of life and death
they can lock the feelings in the box and avoid
the way i was headed before tragedy
the day i lost my soul lives on while you wander a void