The girl in my head

She will not be forgotten,
So she'll beat me to death.
She will make me suffer,
'Till I take my last breath.

Echoes of her voice ring
Throughout my mind.
And give me threats,
That I'll never leave behind.

Her sweet reminders
Of the painful past.
Telling me never to forget,
She'll make the pain last.

She'll be the death of me;
Yelling and screaming.
I just wish for her to shut up,
But that's fairytale dreaming.

Her thoughts keep me up,
And make me cry.
Because of all the reminders;
Making me want to die.

Hoping if I harm myself,
Some pain will go away.
But she says it'll never work,
She's here 'till my last day.

I'm screaming with my eyes shut tight,
And the air's filled with crying shrieks.
She tells me I will keep suffering,
And tears glide down my red cheeks.

I want the pain to end,
I want the suffering to go.
But she's know it won't,
And she knows I know.

I cut my scarred wrists,
Hoping it'll be the last.
Because my thoughts keep
Reminding me of the past.

As I take my last breath,
I say sorry to the girl in my head.
Because she'll never be able to save
Me now; cause now I am dead.

Written by Makalah Aug. 7, 2008