Wished You Cared

I am now red in the face,
About to blow a socket.
I keep running in this race,
Emotions taking off like a rocket.

You don't care if I'm sad,
You keep saying I'll be fine.
You haven't seen just how bad,
Or how far I've gone over the line.

I don't want to loose you,
But I don't think you care.
Either way I'll forever be blue,
And my eyes will be rare.

I wished you cared,
I wish you understood.
I wished the feeling had been shared,
But now I realize I was never any good.

Your too much for me,
And I'm not enough.
I now know what I couldnt see,
My life is meant to be rough.

I know you don't care,
Atleast not as I do.
My life just isn't fair,
I just can't through to you.