She left today
Without a word to me
She didn't tell me why
She didn't tell me how I was going to get through this
I let her leave
We stared at each other and I let her go
Maybe it wasn't she who left me
Maybe it was I who turned my back on her
She left today
I had no reason to live anymore
Because I let her break down
I let her beat herself up
I watched as she took out the razor
She asked me one more time,
"Why aren't you stopping me?"
I didn't reply
I didn't have the will to
She died that night
I stood over her body
Knowing she meant more to life
