Hitting the Wall

I stand one day against the wall
Hitting him and hope something fall

I hoped that the fall from him will be
But sadly the breakdown came from me

I watched my hands with blood they socked
And I did not stop and I continued my strokes

I don't know why I felt so angry and sad
I felt num and depressed I felt so bad

At last my hands surrender to the walls
After I socked my self with blood to the balls

I stopped and leaned my head the wall
And cried and kneel and god I called

I tell you friends I was falling apart
I was a robot at work no feeling no heart