Is it ok...?

Is it ok to cry in love songs?
To think about what will never be.

And is it ok to cry everynight?
To be living such a dreaded lie.

Since when did I care what they think?
Those spiteful giggles and careless insults.

When did my smile become a lie?
When did I lose myself?
Since when am I alone?
And why do I want to die...