There is so many things I wish I could say to you daily. I miss your arms and your hugs. The way you make me feel is incredible. You give me a peek of heaven when you smile. Your eyes. Your eyes are the brownest and most pure I have ever seen. There are things I'd say to you that I wouldn't imagine saying to anyone else. Beacuse nick, your the only person who has been there with me when noone else has. You have steered me in the right direction so many times and I thank god everychance I get for giving you to me. For leading me to find you because without you. I would have no life. Without you my heart will not beat again. Without you I would of grieved a thousand more tears more. Beacuse without you I would not know what to do with myself I love you. Is just a sentence passed around. Some say that it has lost its meaning but I know when I look in your eyes or when it comes from your sexy lips that it means everything. Without you showing me what it is to be loved I would have lost my soul long ago. I thank you babiiboii for not giving up on me. I know the way I act can be childish at times but I'd give anything to do right by you. I'd wait up for you, ride for you, die for you. Because with out you I would have already died. I love you. And if the world ever turns your back on you like it has done before. Ill be there because you have been nothing but good to me. You have done nothing but be there for me. And I love you. I really do. I mean what I say in this, because the thought of someone else with you kills me and tears my soul into pieces. If anything fails always remember that I love you. I always have. I always will. Nothing will change that. Ever. I promise you.
