Of all the things you've put me through
I hate to say that I love you
The tears I cried could fill a river
I meant it when i said forever
Though it killed me when you said "It's done"
You'll never know that's when the ending begun
The razor glides across my wrist
I keep my hand clenched into a fist
Day after day I try to break free
I hate the control you have over me
You could ask me anything, I'd answer
Your words consume me like the deadliest cancer
I've given up the thought of us, that's a long lost dream
Yet whenever I think of you with her I want to scream
The way your sweet cologne fills me with need
Oh what I'd do to give you up, I'd drop to my knees and plead
Please release my heart and soul
If you don't love me, then just let me go
I'm sick of sitting around, waiting for you to care
I'm done being nothing to you, when you are my air
I know that you don't love me, and you never did
I know that you don't want me, and you never will
I'm sorry I'm not enough for you, my sweet heroine
I should forget you now, dear sweetest of sins
