Describing this pain right now, writing down my emotions on paper,
is not the best thing, I wish i could of told you how much
you meant to me, But I don't always have the courage to say it to you
But now I know I should of, because you might be slipping away, I've never
doubted our love, not even for one second I know what we have is real, and I want to show
it to the world, but I cant do it alone, so please don't leave me.
We've never had any bittersweet moments, all the memories I have
of you, are beautiful and they make me happy. We've had tragic memories,
and we've been through a lot together and I think this is why
we have such a strong bond.
You get me like no one else does, you make me feel alive and without
you there's no sun in the sky, no colors in the rainbow
your the air that I breathe.
I'm so sorry I can't be with you right now, I had to go on a STUPID
vacation with my family, but my deepest thoughts are with you
I keep wishing I could be by your side. because that's where I really
wanna be. I keep remember the times we shared and cry to the
smallest thought of you, and that we might not have anymore
memories to come.
I'm so scared right now, I'm scared that your going to leave
But I have faith in you, I sometimes wonder, what your thinking
about, right now, while your like, unconscious.
I wonder if your thinking about me. And I worry that you wont remember me
when you get better. I love you so much, so much more than
I could ever put into words. Whatever word I say, it just
doesn't seem enough to
actually describe what I feel.
I'm so happy I made the decision to break up with Josh to go out
with you.I'm seriously really happy because you mean so much more
and make me smile way bigger and I constantly have you on my mind
You know how they say, you don't really know what you've got
Till its gone?. well your not gone, but this situation is
making all my bottled up emotions burst out and I see that I'm
truly blessed to have someone as special as you in my life
I've wanted to tell you so much things that I couldn't, So
I decided to put it in a letter.
I'm crying so much right now Hun, I'm terrified to lose you, because
I'm not good with trusting life support, because of what happened to Dan.
Your gonna get through baby, I know it. And I'll be here for you
when you get better.
Goodbye Love,
R.I.P Michael Frantz
-Only the good die young
24.06.08
