I die more inside

by MyNewMoon   Aug 10, 2008


Every time i find
someone new to love
the same thing always happens
and I'm left with no one to hug
They destroy me from the inside out
and leave me there to rot
and all i can do is wonder
why i couldn't just get shot
why do i have to live through the torture
of putting my heart upon the line
couldn't someone just kill me now
and save me from doing this one more time
every guy Ive ever trusted
has used and degraded me
and now I'm just an empty shell
not meant to be happy
Ive been left and crushed and cheated on
and still i fall again
theres always another guy to "heal me"
just so he can take my heart once hes gone
because every time someone leaves me
i die a little more inside
until its hard to see any light
away from life Ive shied
so the next time you try to "save" me
theres a better way to do it
grab the shotgun by the door
go on, it's better then dealing with this sh*t

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  • 16 years ago

    by DreamingOutLoud

    I like this poem.
    bloody guys, they're like a trailer of the movie. only last a bit . but leave you hanging because you want to see the whole movie of you two being together.
    ahh I'm rambling lol

  • 16 years ago

    by ThE CrOw

    Hey sweetie I kns exactly how u feel ... wonderful poem....I can feel the pain u feel or felt.....I've been hurt too many times myself

  • 16 years ago

    by jescelle

    Heeey. saw ur post on the forum, i figured id check out ur work.... turned out to be great! it was alittle hard to follow cuz the flow changed alot, and sometimes that can take away from the emotion in what a persons reading. it makes it hard to relate when ur focosed mainly on finding a rythem. but when i went back to re-read it, i let myself just FEEL the pain within it instead of THINKING about how it was written, it brought me to a time in my life where i felt that way. like, "hey. just do me a favor and kill me cuz i'm done trying". but trust me, it WILL get batter. if u ever need anyone, dont hesitate to PM me ok? great work! 5/5!
    jescelle

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