Freeze (rap)

My life has crumbled, fell and rose,
Why did the wife I had make me prepose?
And now I got no girl, left in a whisper,
Barely with a word. How Im gon miss her.
Why did this happen to me? Why must it be?
I have got a problem. Its no more us. No more we.
Wherever did this occur? This is all....wow.
My ex-GF and an old friend are gone. What now?
Got no word, let go of me cause of the problem.
It went as heard, but byrd I wish i could Solve them.
Complete confusion was the situation.
Your not using your mind. This is the wrong station.
Even though your gone, i hear singing in my head.
Or is it just from stayin up, its ringing up in dread.
Now I got no clue. The ciph's fallin apart. My crew.
We are barely around cause of this. Mountain dew
Is keepin me from sleep. My thoughts in too deep.
What is wanted is my GF back. The slopes to steep.
Instead I'm taunted and called a huge creep.
Please. I dont want to start another conflict.
Cause if I do then you can consider me a konvict.
Time is beggining to freeze,
Rhymes start to slow, felt the breeze.
All I'm asking is this. Please.
Dont do this. Do I need to get on my knees?
This is all a dream, please tell me this.
I dont care if you dont like my reads,
But please come back. I cant stand on freeze.