Our Love Vanished Into The Ocean Of Lost Love

Almost 46 hours and he is still gone-- I am trying to trick myself into believing our love was just too strong. I may be stupid, but I am not that stupid; It's over. Done. 11 months of our life has vanished into the ocean of all the other lost loves...

I tell myself to breathe... But it's just not that simple-- I want him to be happy, but why can't he be happy with me? These waves are just too strong and the current is pulling me further and further into this heartbreak. Where does the love go? I will never understand--

The clouds are staring at me; All I see is his beautiful face and his charming smile... I run; I run till I am out of breath and it hurts to even think about breathing-- The pain almost takes away the never ending thoughts of him.