My new love

A part of my life is over
But it still hurts when I remember how it used to be
Some things never stop hurting you
Like when I cried for him

Now I only think of you,
And it still hurts and I still fear from being hurt again
Because everyone till now has let me down,
And that's why I don't try to keep new friends around,
And I think that you are the only thing real in my life

I smile whenever I hear you saying my name and see your smile
It makes me smile
And then I swim into your eyes
With the color of the sky
And I feel free of pain and lies
Like I'm right there on the sky
But this lasts only for a while
Till I see his face and nothing is the same as it was a moment ago
He is your best friend
My ex boyfriend
But, you weren't friends when we used to date
As you can see we didn't last

But you know what? I love you
And if you love me too I won't be thorn down from his look,
Because I would have you
You are the one I care about
but I don't know how to get you
I want you
I hope that something will happen soon
That's the only hope I got left
I love you
I need you
To keep making me smile
And I want it to last more than a little while
I LOVE YOU(not him)