How many restless nights must pass
how many miles must I ride
contemplating a fatal crash,
just to lose this feeling inside.
How many times must I weep
how many ways are there to die.
Wanting to fall into an endless sleep,
in my dreams you don't say goodbye.
How many days weeks or years will elapse.
How many times can a heart be broken
before it fails, falling into permanent collapse,
waiting for those three precious words to be spoken.
How many poems must I write
How many ways to say,
you know this just isn't right,
feeling love's wrath everyday.
