Forever... But never

I knew you were my hero,
You're everything I'll ever need.
When your fingers caress my body,
I go weak... I can't breathe.

When we go to sleep at night,
And I lay my head on your chest,
As I close my eyes and start to dream,
I know when I'm with you, that I am truly blessed.

It's not until I wake up,
When I regret letting you take my heart.
Because everything I ever saw is in you,
Is slowly falling apart.

I just don't understand,
How someone like you can cause so much pain.
Can bring me up and put me down,
Again, and again, and again!

I guess I'll never learn,
How to truly let you go,
How to realize that I've been defeated,
I guess I'll never know.