It is...

As i look out to the sea i realise i love you more than life itself and i cannot let go, cannot live on without you in my life, in my heart forever and always will be loving you... The time i spend every night thinking of you, the dreams that follow i cannot escape, do not want to escape this love you bring is so intense i cannot live without it i am addicted to your love, your touch, to you and your eyes, the way you smell, the way you feel, i just need you... when you are away i cry at night. I think to myself how much i love you, you ask me if i want to leave you, quite the opposite, i want nothing but you in my life, forever spent with you and eternity with you in my heart forever and always... I don't want anyone else to have you... I want you all to myself and i cannot stand the thought of losing you or forever shall i cry, shall i weep over the mournful sorrow of which i grow old in, of which drowns me every night is the love you have given me, but torn away again, how i dread the moment that you do this to me. It pains me so much of how i love you, and i love you to such a point as it kills me, tears stream down my face as the love for you from me increases and the pain is crippling when i am away from your touch, your hold...