I felt it rise up,
the shadow of my inner demon
burning my insides and
destroying my life's meaning...
Its tearing my heart out
and ripping me apart
killing me slowly
the sky is getting dark.
Look how much I've bled,
look at the ark.
my soul is being swallowed by the eternal flames,
time is running out
and still no one stops to hear me scream and shout.
You can never understand
the pain from my self inflicted hell,
it is a secret of which
I am forbidden to tell.
Life is but a passionate embrace
of lies, lust hate and disgrace.
My spirit is being tortured,
I'm locked in a purgatory of life...
where happiness is constrained and
so I turn to the knife.
The only way to express myself
is through the pain I face...
Darkness takes over my heart
and leaves me silently screaming
as it tears me apart...
