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by mizunderstood Aug 11, 2008 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
WHEN U CAME TO ME IT WAS LIKE A DREAM. BUT IT WAS A ONLY A DREAM AS IT WOULD SEEM. AND LIKE EVERY BEGINNING WE HAD AN END, BUT WITH ALL THE PAIN U PUT ME THROUGH. I KNOW MY HEART WILL NEVER MEND. IT HURT SO BAD, I'M STILL BLACK AND BLUE. U SAID U WANTED TO BE WITH ME AGAIN WHEN THE TIME WAS RIGHT FOR U. BUT NOW I WONDER IF WHAT U SAID WAS REALLY TRUE. WERE "WE" JUST A ONE TIME THING OR COULD THERE BE MORE? BECAUSE I WANT TO BE WITH THE ONE I ADORE. U SAID U HAD FEELINGS FOR ME THAT WERE STRONG. I WONDER IF ITS TRUE, OR IF IT WAS A LIE ALL ALONG. WHY DOES MISSING U HURT SO BAD? I JUST WANT BACK WHAT WE HAD! I WISH I COULD TELL U HOW I STILL FEEL FOR U, BUT EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT IT I RUN AND HIDE BEHIND MY CREW. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, BECAUSE I'M SO LOST WITHOUT YOU. BUT I HAVE A FEELING U DON'T WANT ME IN YOUR LIFE ANYMORE. IT HURTS DEEP, RIGHT DOWN TO THE VERY CORE. I WAS IN AND OUT OF YOUR LIFE SO FAST, NOW I'M JUST SOMETHING THATS IN YOUR PAST. I KNOW U WONT REMEMBER OR THINK OF ME, BECAUSE WHENEVER I TRY TO COME AROUND, U ALWAYS HAVE SOMEWHERE ELSE TO BE. PROBABLY JUST BAD TIMING OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. EVERY TIME I THINK BAD THOUGHTS, I FEEL LIKE A RAT. IN A WAY I'M KINDA LIKE A BAT WAITING TO BE SWUNG. BUT EVERY TIME I SWING, IT ALWAYS GOES FOUL, I WAS HOPING "WE "COULD MY HOME RUN. BUT WITH EVERY "HELLO" THERE MUST COME "GOOD-BYE." I STILL REMEMBER WHEN U TOLD ME GOOD-BYE THAT DAY. NOW ALL I DO IS CRY! :( BY: STEPHANIE