So Scared

I know you wont
understand at all
but I'm really scared
that I'm going to fall

Ive been hurt
so many times before
i don't know
if i could take it once more

I love you so much
and today u said
that you loved me too
but this crept into my head

Will you hurt me
like all the others
I'm so scared
i want to hide beneath the covers

I want to run away
I'm scared to let you in
scared to let you close
let you see whats within

When it gets dark
and i sit beneath the stars
i just want to
run into your arms

Want you to hold me
and never let go
i want to kiss your lips
gentle and slow

But still these thoughts
invade my mind
look into my soul
and this is what you'll find

A fear so deep
of getting hurt once again
but when your around
i cant defend

Defend myself
or put up my walls
cuz whenever your around
they just seem to fall

Your everything to me
and i know i should be scared
but at the moment
i just don't care!

Because the way u make me feel
i know this is true
I'm head over heels
in love with you