The pen; the knife; finally the gun.

NOw tell me which dO yOu chOose? the pen Or the knife when yOur wOrdS dOnt heLp nO mOre and the knife makeS yOu numb? guesS yOu gOt tO mOve OntO the next thing a gun. fcuk the pen fcuk the knife. pasS me the rOpe sO better yet a gun sO i cOuLd take my Life. pasS me a Sweater becauSe the wOrLd iS sO cOld. and i cant make it Out here On my Own; baby [my bOyfriend) hOld my hand and guide me threw becauSe withOut yOu im lOSt. dOn't Let gO hOld me fOrever and say yOu lOve me becauSe thiS thing ain't wOrking nO mOre im abOut tO take my Life.

thiS iS an Old pOem i wrOte it june 27, 2Oo8.