I misz you*;

So many shit going through my head,
Now all i really do isz lay on my bed.
I tried not to think bout' you,
But it can't seem to happen,i dont know what to do.
I tried not to shed a tear,
But ur picture in my head can't seem to clear.
Thinkin bout' you drives me crazi,
I dont like stayin sober so i alwaysz feel oozi.
Drinkin and smokin are the only things that made me feel betta,
I know itsz bad,so now i just write poems or letta.
I keep thinkin will i eva get to tlk to you again,
Right now,fa me everything seem to bend.
Ure the only one that can make me smile,
I wud do anything fa that,even if i have to run a mile.
I feel so discontent,
A call from you isz that only thing that could make me feel content.
I keep wondering do you think about me,
I wish i know and could see.
Thisz is one of them times when i need your hold,
Coz right now i just feel so cold.