End it all

Hang noose swinging over a wooden floor.
Grandpa's chair jammed behind the door.
Nothing left to call my own.
Satan's leash is my final home.

Cock the hammer, Bite the sight.
Send the bullet on deadly flight.
No more love, No more pain.
Just some lead in my brain.

Spurting jet from an open wound.
Ease back in my warm cocoon.
Blood diffusing in the steamy bath.
Pray to escape my father's wrath.

Tearing up the road with tears in my eyes.
My whole love was nothing but lies.
Demons speak in my empty ear.
"Give the Devil a chance to steer".
Let loose the wheel and sail into the sky.
Leave the world to ponder why

Open the window and step outside.
I wonder how far I can glide.
No more abuse, no more plight.
Time to end this bloody life.
Swallow the bile as I fall.
How much of me is on the wall?