Uneraseable Black

Sometimes I feel like I can erase
All the things that I learned
All the things that I lived
And I wish I had a pencil
To draw my life again.
As I draw a picture
A picture of sadness
What colors are included?
What shapes do you see?
A heart maybe, Some love in black
That heart wont stop to ache
Nothing in my childhood
Nothing in my past
Can erase this disappointment
Can erase this shadow black
Looking at my window
All colors faded black
Not any of my parents
Not any of my friends
Can make my life bearable
Can make white out of black.