Crying myself to sleep is the easiest way,
To let out a few tears now and then,
Been doing it from the very first day,
I am not a strong girl, and you can tell,
Sometimes I wish I can go back in time,
Stop myself from doing what I did,
Stop myself from doing that horrible crime,
But I can't go back and stop the unforgettable,
Sometimes I wish I can forget my past,
Stop myself from doing the unneeded,
And stop my nervous habit of scars that last,
But I can't forget the things from being etched in my brain,
Sometimes I wish I could run away from all that I know,
Pain, blood and misery is what this world holds for me,
But the pain that my heart holds, will forever grow,
I want to leave this world behind me, and run free,
So put it all in a black box with a lock,
To bottle it all up, and throw it away,
To swallow the key, and bury it under a rock,
My emotions don't matter to me anymore,
I loved once, and got the broken hearts,
So now I know how all those girls feel,
How they say their worlds falling apart,
I've learned my lesson, never to love again......
