First time in your room

A place i never belong
a room where i never step into once
your room was a place i never saw

my wish was finally to be for filled
you asked me to come to your house
and you had something you need to do with me

i quickly jump into my car
without it even being started
i didn't want to waste time

i started to drive toward your paradise
with red lights and cars in the way
and time in the way

i didn't care one bit
time wasn't going to stop me
or the red lights

when i finally arrive
i parked the car without trying
and left my car unlock

your door way was right in site
but felt like a long hall way
but distance was not gonna get in the way

i finally made it at your doorway
and rang the door bell
and finally wait

you open the door
with clothes that were transparent
it almost gave me a heart attack

you invite me in
and told me to wait
i sat at your living room and waited

it felt like i was in heaven
everything was so amazing
this feeling felt nothing like getting high

the books you study and used
the pictures of your past and present
a coffee table with your scent that could carry me to the skies

you later return
with clothes that were no longer transparent
i was disappointed to see a mortal

your later held onto my hand
and asked me to follow you
i follow you to the place you call paradise

the gate of heaven was right in site
a simple door that was white
but it felt like it was wall in my very own eyes

you slowly open the gate
and a bright light was glowing right
my eyes were blind

when my eyes were able to once see again
i saw a room of a goddess
everything was all white

the table were white as if it was cover with snow
the bookshelf were pure white
the bed was just as white as drinking milk

was i dreaming?
could this all be a lie?
it felt like i was in heaven

i looked around with my mortal eyes
and saw the closet with clothes all in line
i started to shake

a box was handed to me
which i didn't even notice that was there
you smiled at me and told me to follow you

and slowly i left paradise
the gate just slowly shut as we left
my goddess room was slowly not in site

we were back in the living room
and with a box in my hands
you asked for me to open it

i slowly lifted the cover off the box
and looked inside
and found something i couldn't believe with my eyes

it must have been a lie
because she wouldn't dare give me this
it was ...