You should've thought twice

You ripped to pieces my soul
and where my heart was there is now a hole
it felt as if you stabbed my heart,
like youd used a sharpened dart.

I said no, but you wouldnt let me decide
i wish you had of swallowed your stupid bl**dy pride
but no, you took that next step, that completly destroyed my life, and if you hadnt of thretened me, youd be in a hell of alot of strife!

I htink about the pain, every second of every day.
wishing i knew, just how to say,
that youve hurt me, totally stuffed up everything i had,
and you made me someone, who i just dont understand.

I trusted you, but ofcourse you lied,
and if youd stopped, these past few years, id never of cried
after what you did, you created a new low,
you're as dumb as a bl**dy seedling, who needs to mature and grow!

That one night to you, was just so ultimate and great,
but for me its caused a hell of alot of hate!
do you have any idea how much stregnth i need, just to hold on?
No, you dont because youve never been hurt and had to stay strong!

You made me give up something i cant get back, you stupid idiot you shouldve thought twice!
because my innocence was just to high a price!!
and after what you did, my life flew downhill
so just know youre only alive, because its illegal to kill!