I just want to feel like I'm drifting away from the mess that left me unforgiven
And time stands still, but so damn close to the point where I've stopped living
But a good day in my book is one little smile to let my shame off the hook
I'm just trying to claim the shape of my being, for my soul is all you took
It can't get any more complicated, tell me why I blamed my fragility
If only our hope wouldn't conflict with the truth, then maybe we'd rid ourselves of our hostility
I tried to unclench your fist just so you had no defense, that probably wasn't right
Though you thank me for giving you the guts to tell me goodbye
I see we're the point where all sides join and most don't make it around
But here right now you can tell me my faults, no matter how much you put me down
Cause sometimes one person can hurt someone the most without even trying
I know I've had a few bad days but they're not to blame, if that's what you're implying
I still believe you can see that most of the time I can barely see the sky
It's just lack of authority to make it right, when I've asked you a million times
Forgive me, I can't get any lower than this, just know I've fallen hard
I guess it hurts a little more, and these times get harder when I'm without a guard
I was always your's for the taking, and more for the killing, but I was left here to die
And forever we'll remain in a hostile state just to let our will pass by
