Unmanageable anger dwells within me
From the pain you have caused.
Unexplainable thoughts with my feelings left hurt,
You never once fought, only for them but never for me.
I always fought for you and defended you,
But never once did you do the same for me.
I am nothing to you, trying to face a world that doubts me.
I am doing everything I can with what I have been given,
and even though its hard sometimes I'm still livin!
I suffered in silence and tried to hide from the opinions of the world,
But all the left me was a bitter heart and ugly scars.
I have been misguided by many, and corrected by a few
I learned from the mistakes in the absence of you.
I had to fight and struggle to push myself because you weren't there,
You never lent a helping hand, you didn't even care.
But I'm growing up now, I know you see
The woman I am becoming is someone you could never be.
I've learned a lot from the values of others,
Because I knew first hand your values had been smothered.
I just want you to know, I don't hate you with any part of me.
I feel sorry for your mommy for I know your heart hurts and needs to be set free!
