Just seems nothing I do,
Is good enough for you.
I have to live everyone else expections for you.
I am who I am, and thats all I can be.
Give me a break, this is just me.
I cant be my brother, Cant be my sister.
I am who I am,
Obviously you'll never like it.
I get that now, even years ago I understood.
You make these things perfectly clear.
You believe who you want to believe.
No matter what I have to say.
I cant be my brother your pride n joy.
I cant be my sister that you obviously adore.
I am who I am, the one that you birthed.
Ive never done anything to you, that u seem to think.
You take everyones gossip words over my truths.
You can continue to believe all that you like.
I,ll never be as good in ur eyes as my siblings they help make that clear, as one explains that im the half sister. So thats his excuse,
Youve always liked all they are an what friends they have.
Ive always been on the outside just looking in.
I love you mommy an thats all I can do.
What ive done so wrong i,ll never understand you.
Everything ive done has never been good,
Everyday almost u make that perfectly clear,
My friends are no good, I mention them often,
You never have nothing good to say,
You dont hesitate to boost up the others,
Maybe cause I cant do as much as the others,
I would hate to think that thats all this is about.
Its like pulling teeth sometimes to even feel like u like me, or give me the same respect as the others.
I,ll always love cause my love is uncondtional,
theres to much conditional in this world,
to stand like the others.
Lifetimes are to short, to hold grudes so i try not to do,
Im not playing a pitty party which I no u,ll accuse me of doing.
But I am who I am, and Im sorry I just wont do.
I love my bro n sis, but Im tired of being compared.
Its funny how some of them forget who i am,
Im tired of being talked about for wrongs I dont do.
Never asked for explaination, just taken words off the street, in the mist of you even saying gossip is so great.
So believe what u like, and if this is what u always think I am,,
Your sadly mistaken in who I am.
