Forgive Me Lord

Please forgive me Lord
For I have sinned
For not being true
To you within

As I look at death
And start to stare
Not afraid to die
Or hold on prayer

The though of me here
Just starts to fade
As I close my eyes
To pass away

I lye here softly
With no one here
Still wanting to pass
As I hold on fear

But then I give up
And start to pray
Asking you my Lord
Why treat me this way?

I start to feel cold
And all alone
When you take the lives
Of my well-known

And I tell myself
You control life
And I need to know
You have no strife

So Lord forgive me
For I have sinned
As I know that now
And learned within

But it hurts badly
With them not here
As I seek for warmth
From love not near

I just feel sadden
And by myself
Causing painful stress
Which harms my health

So I pray to you
With all my strength
To help me out Lord
And pull me arms-length

And just hold me near
And keep me warm
Letting me heal
And live once more