I feel alone
but i fake a smile
i say that I'm ok
but in reality I'm not
i say everything is fine
even though it never was
i look at you
and smile
when your with her
i say I'm glad your happy
but i still wish i was her
i say that I'm happy
when i want to cry
i promised i wouldn't kill myself
and i tend to live through it
no matter how much it hurts
i will stay say I'm ok
when i know it never will be
i will still fake a smile
just for you
so you wont know it hurts
sure I'll be fine
or at least that's what you'll think
