You are the one I love so much
With every smile, every thought and touch
But you put me and my heart through so much grief and pain
Some nights you leave me outside crying in the rain
Sometimes it is to much to live with
To think that our love is just a myth
Now you are the reason I take out this blade
I already had my decision made
Sitting all alone in my candle lit room
Surrounded in utter silence just about to do something I would regret forever, only to hear a soft tune
It was our song, set as your ring tone
Just hearing the song make me not feel so alone
It seemed that your simple text made everything better
Just reading the first three words made my eyes get wetter
But these were not’t tears of pain, but tears of joy
Because I now realize that you are no ordinary boy
You are a boy that I can always count on to never let me down
And always know how to turn my frown upside down
You always make me laugh and smile
And I know you have waited a while
Just to be with me, who you love a lot
Well, lets just say you now have me in a knot
So now I will put this blade back on the shelf
And say thanks, for saving me from myself
