Those cuffs

Today
Hurt so bad
Seeing him in those shackles
His head down
All the other boys smiling
Hurt the most

This hurts
Knowing someone
You love or have loved got locked up
Yes this was wrong
But Its me
His hair so long
So skinny
Life seems like a blob
of nothingness

His smile lite up the sky
But now
His face
As pale as the moon
Not a dancing smile
This hurt the most!

My heart dropped to the floor
My dad siting next to me
Only took me to learn a lesson
But all I learned
Was that my feelings for him
Just grew stronger

A door from the front of the court
Boys in
one after the other
Cuffs over their hands
Around their waists....
Blue nasty clothes
Looks so horrible
This was the worst day
of my fifteen years!!

I saw him
A wink is all it took
to break me down!
I wish I could have ran up
To him

Wrap my arms around him and cry
Then start yelling
After they post ponded it
My heart broke
More than normal!
I miss him so much!
Nothing ever will
Tears fall
Pacing of rage

I love him to death
Maybe not like that
But one day I will!

Never will I leave his side
Forever I will stand
Right beside him
Holding his head up high
Making him laugh
And telling him

I'll never leave his side!

(This is a true story written on 8/14/08
after i went to his court)