If your reading this it means i took my own life,
You see i just couldn't handle it no more,
I felt ashamed in life,
I was always alone, and feeling like nobody cared,
I had no girlfriend and couldn't seem to find one who would love me for me,
I had no job and when i did have a job i couldn't focus to work,
I heard voices telling me to kill myself so i gave in,
I'm sorry for the pain that i caused you,
I know i was your only child, but you always told me to do what makes me happy,
I felt betrayed by people and hurt by the world,
I had no joy in anything,
I felt like i was living a hallow life,
I was tired of being judged by people who didn't even know me,
I feel like my life was a waist,
Like there was nothing there for me to find,
I tryed looking at the stars for answers but i never found any,
Please don't shed no tears for me,
All i wanted was someone to hold, to love, but its to late for that,
I got to go now but remember I love you.
